"Robert, there's a creature inside of you that I'm not good enough to bring out, not strong enough to reach. I sometimes have the feeling you've been here a long time, more than one lifetime, and that you've dwelt in places none of the rest of us has even dreamed about. You frighten me, even though you're gentle with me. If I didn't fight to control myself with you, I feel like I might lose my centre and never get back."
累了，是为了什么？如果是为了自己，或许就没有埋怨的理由。但如果是为了大局，结果却让充数者沾了光，自己因此暗淡下来，之前的疲惫也只能苦笑带过。毕竟，社会只会看到结果，看不到过程。最糟糕的是，如果因为一把竽而捣乱了整首曲目，辛勤排练的乐者，就该欲哭无泪吗？ 累了，可是距离清闲的路，还远着呢。
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