o ya, another thing i realized is that to do the job well, one needs to be hopelessly narcissistic, especially with regards to hearing one's voice through the system. i used to be terrified of hearing my voice through a sound system for i felt, and still feel, that my voice sounds disgustingly kiddish through it. i believe i'm overcoming it, but then again, will it matter?
累了，是为了什么？如果是为了自己，或许就没有埋怨的理由。但如果是为了大局，结果却让充数者沾了光，自己因此暗淡下来，之前的疲惫也只能苦笑带过。毕竟，社会只会看到结果，看不到过程。最糟糕的是，如果因为一把竽而捣乱了整首曲目，辛勤排练的乐者，就该欲哭无泪吗？ 累了，可是距离清闲的路，还远着呢。
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