yesterday was a day when i felt exceptionally blessed. i know i'm not that good, but i'm lucky. really lucky.
like i've been lucky for the past few occasions.
and in these occasions, i felt inadequate.
but that's because i've met inspiring people, who not only showed me my limitations, but also showed me how much further i can go.
i'm not there yet, but i hope i will get there.
someday.
yet, i do not dare hope for another chance. for deep down, we all know that the world spins on the darwinian notion.
am i trying to prove something? perhaps it's not so much the glamour or the attention that call out to me. it's the want and need to prove to myself.
thus, an even present goal that i will adopt for now and ever, will be to become bilingual.
effectively bilingual. in both writing and speech.
i've met people who can do this in real life, so, the intricacies of code-switching can be practised and mastered. =)
like i've been lucky for the past few occasions.
and in these occasions, i felt inadequate.
but that's because i've met inspiring people, who not only showed me my limitations, but also showed me how much further i can go.
i'm not there yet, but i hope i will get there.
someday.
yet, i do not dare hope for another chance. for deep down, we all know that the world spins on the darwinian notion.
am i trying to prove something? perhaps it's not so much the glamour or the attention that call out to me. it's the want and need to prove to myself.
thus, an even present goal that i will adopt for now and ever, will be to become bilingual.
effectively bilingual. in both writing and speech.
i've met people who can do this in real life, so, the intricacies of code-switching can be practised and mastered. =)
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